Vernal

So i went to Vernal this weekend and i never really thought i would miss it, but i do, so so much! i love it there and it made me not want to come back to the city at all, it kind of made me realize I'm hating the city. But ill tough it out until i can find a good reason to go home.

So it was home coming and the drill team had the ulumni come back and dance with them and my mom did it. so here is Amber and my mom dancing. they did so good!

here's my three nephews right now. arent they just the cutest! Drex is the far left then Collin in the middle then Tyan on the end.

My gorgeous little sister Amber and her good looking date Joel for homecoming. They look good!

My dad likes to hold Benny as if he's a little dog. love it!

 and now I'm sadly home. But the saddest part of this all was leaving my little neice Shanda. Story she has a loose tooth and she hardly would let me see it all weekend and i was getting ready to go and she started crying and telling me to please stay in Vernal and so i said "ok let me pull that tooth out and ill stay," thinking she'll say no and she says "k just promise not to pull out any of my other teeth." and she folded her lip down and leaned forward for me to pull it. i was so surprised that she wanted me to stay bad enough she would let me pull her tooth. I couldnt pull her tooth though cause then i would have to break my promise.  So instead i left to a crying girl at the top of the stairs :(... well Vernal ill be back soon, until next time.

 So this is just a little modeling i did with Elissa.



















And im sorry its so much of just me :) ha

i feel like Marilyn Monroe in this picture (but i do want her hair)

My New Years!!

So yes, i know its not new years yet but who said you had to wait till new years to make new goals.. i have lots of little goals that are the same as almost every girls. But first i would like to make a goal to learn how to stick to something, i would say that is my hardest thing i have to deal with. I will admit i give up very easily. So the first thing i am going to try to stick to is getting back in shape. When i'm facing food i say to myself, "do i really want to give up all this good tasting food just to loose maybe a pound?" so i think for a bit and say, "heck no i cant just let this food go to waste either and plus i feel good so who cares just eat it!" and 3 plates later i feel sick and get mad at myself for eating crap. So thats my number one goal is to keep determined enough to stick to being more healthy and in shape. So on to my second one which is sticking to my religion. Being on your own its easy to not go to church, to stop reading your scriptures cause you dont have a class asking you to read them, and even if your not into the partying scene or anything its just the same to stop thinking like you go to a church. When i went to Alaska this summer my roommates where the strongest girls and i have always looked up to them so i need to stick to that and not give up just because i can. Third is making life decisions and sticking to them. I've been thinking about going to school lately, but the whole lot of money and work its going to take i'm second guessing it, cause i'm lazy. Plus i have dreams that i want to try but i wont be able to do if i go to school. But my third sticking to goal is one i feel like i will be able to let linger in the dark for a bit longer. So until then i will work on my first two.... :)